变得很沉默
不像以前那个
爱瞎掰说鸟话的我
其实我自己也有察觉
太多的事情发生
我得重新思考我存在的定义
还有我的处事风格
最近真的太多事情发生了
结局都不是我想看到的
摧毁可以在一瞬间
而重建却要花很长时间
我试着挽救却很无助
想把自己关在一角痛哭
抑或来个人间蒸发 还蛮不错的
很少这么悲观过
一直以来都很乐观
天塌下来当被盖的心态
好一个铁人 铁鸟
它是铁实际上不是铁
给人的印象都是很坚强
和长不大的小孩
可是它终究会倒下
可否有个Reset Button
按了可以恢复原状？XD
Recently a lot of people said that
i had change a lot
always keep on silent
and it is different from mine
that like to bullshitting a lot before
Actually i had discovered it myself
Too many things had happened
i need to re-considerate
the appearance of mine in this world
the results ain't as my desire
destruction can be done in just a moment
but reconstruct is time consuming
i try to do something but end with nothing
quite helpless
i rather i can just disappear in the air
i seldom feel so down
i should be the optimistic person
what a nice iron bird
iron really tough and durable right??
actually what u seen is just a fake
Shall i have the power
to reset the circumstance back to normal??
No answer....i wonder
when you started thinking of changing..
ReplyDeletethis is the moment you step your leg inside the same world of mine..
other people may think of it as 'life-pressure'..
by the way,
you have so MANY friends..
who love you being the way you are..
what for you need to reset everything to zero?
and, you need not have to make your blog in to two language because of comment of some one
do it as what as you like..
the more you bother bout what other think about you, the more you cant be yourself...
and no matter how you change, you still wont be happy..
im may not be the best one to tell you all this crap..
just take care in future..
bye
thx a lot
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